Under The Apricot Tree

Connection to others is everything It is what makes us a human being Without it we are shells An infinite ringing of ghostly bells When you find yourself alone You grow to be prone To the deepest of loneliness The bitter sadness the only caress The world becomes overgrown Trees creep up, you are on your own Vines inch down to you You no longer see the sky as blue Grey fog fills the air You think there isn’t a breath to spare So you being to hold it Your stomach a bottomless pit Memories return from the past Relationships never meant to last You accept that you are lost But at what cost? Who are you without love When life decides to push and shove You have become no one For your life is coming undone You need to find your voice And make this important choice Scream into the darkness Until you feel breathless Do not stay silent Or the outcome may be violent You need to find your way out Of this forest, no matter your d

My body temperature rises My heart begins to beat faster My hands sweat My tears begin to fill my eyes My body begins to shake My heart starts to hurt My hands won’t sit still My tears fill to the brim My body’s muscles begin to tighten My heart is now racing My hands clench so tight My tears are now falling I am having a panic attack I am having a PANIC ATTACK I can’t breathe Please help me

CHEATERS Let’s talk about relationships! But not happy ones. Oh no, why would we talk about happy ones? That’s so BORING! Nah let’s talk about cheaters. Why do people cheat? I HAVE NO FUCKING CLUE! Do you? If so please inform me. I would LOVE to understand. If you’re not happy with your boyfriend or girlfriend either work it out or leave them. If you find someone new please break up with them FIRST! Do not let him/her discover you in bed with someone else one day, do not let them discover you kissing someone who was SUPPOSED to be their friend!! God fucking damnit I hate cheaters. It doesn’t matter if you’ve been together for 3 days or 3 fucking years. You made a COMMITMENT!! Your girlfriend is not some impulse-buy hamster that you can give a new home and they’ll forget you ever existed. You will break their heart. A piece of them will die inside. Who knows if they will ever trust someone again. Just stop being a shitty person. Art 1 Freshman Dear god who let these loud,