To Stay or To Go



You were my love, and she my friend
But now both have come to an end
You have broken my fragile heart
The last of my trust, torn apart.
I lay here, my heart hollow
Tears fall with great sorrow
As I think of your soft lips
And hands on her hips.
What was there to gain
Besides my unimaginable pain?
You were the only one whom I could trust
But can I leave you behind if I must?
For nearly three years you were my life
And I find myself struggling with this strife
To stay or to go

I do not know.

Comments

  1. skye2113September 27, 2017 at 12:37 PM

    I feel you. I'm sorry you had to go through this. Life is crap sometimes and it treats the best of us like shit. One day it'll get better

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